hayy it's me again...after a trip to lucena, my back's really molting!!!hehe..i can feel it..yeah...now i'm excited to swim again..on the beach naman sana..the water was fine but it was freezin cold...and dirty..hehe..

i had my first interview this morning and it was kinda ok..i did not get nervous but i think i did not do my best during the interview...la lng..i just felt it...

the hardest part...la parte mas dificil

the hardest part...And the hardest part Was letting go not taking part Was the hardest part And the strangest thing was waiting for that bell to ring It was the strangest start I could feel it go down It is sweet I could taste in my mouth Silver lining the clouds Oh and I I wish that I could work it out And the hardest part Was letting go not taking part You really broke my heart And I tried to sing But I couldn't think of anything That was the hardest part I could feel it go down You left the sweetest taste in my mouth Your silver lining the clouds Oh and I Oh and I I wonder what it's all about I wonder what it's all about Everything I know is wrong Everything I do just comes undone And everything is torn apart Oh and it's the hardest part That's the hardest part Yeah that's the hardest part That's the hardest part
La parte más difícil... Y la parte mas difícilFue dejarlo ir no tomar parteFue la parte mas difícilY lo más extrañoFue esperar porque sonase aquel timbreFue el comienzo mas extrañoPude sentir como se ibaEs dulce si pudiera saborearlo en mi bocaPlata envolviendo las nubesOh y yo...Deseaba que pudiera funcionarY la parte más difícilFue dejarlo ir no tomar parteTú me partiste realmente el corazonE intenté cantarPero no podia pensar en nadaEsa fue la parte mas difícilPude sentir como se ibaTú dejaste el sabor más dulce en mi boca Tu plata envolviendo las nubes Oh y yo.Oh y yo.Deseo que todo sea esoDeseo que todo sea esoTodo lo que sé es incorrecto Todo lo que hago viene mal Y todo se torna aparteOh y esa fue la parte más dificilFue la parte más dificilOh y esa fue la parte más dificilFue la parte más dificil

hayy...lyf

after the incident that happened in zambales..every memory which i wanted to erase seemed to come back. just because of that i remembered everything as if it was just last week or even yesterday.well, it has been 3 years now. and i was hoping i could forget all those which happened in the past but still couldn't!he brought all my memories back! aghhh!!! i just couldn't understand why he kept on telling me that it was not because of another person but from what i remember, i spied on his email account(my mistake!) and i saw what they were talking about even during the 'labo' times, and it seems that they were getting along pretty well. he hasn't mentioned anything about her. but about me,,,that i did't deserve him and everything..ekekekek..people, they don't always say what's really inside even if they're drunk or something..

zambales trip

my shoulders and face are like so burnt that it aches..aww..due to our high noon swimming on the beach i feel like i'm so so dark na!!!
wed: i got to the victory liner past seven and was kinda surprised coz of the few classmates that were there. the call time was supposed to be 630 sharp but as what they call 'filipino time', it was again repeated. so we waited for the others a little bit and rode the bus na..naiwan n nga cna mikel e..ang bagal ka c..hehe. aun, the journey started.. first stopover was in pampanga, we ate merienda there..next stop we were in olongapo..the travel was kinda far ha...town after town passed and then finally we were there..the ambiance of the beach was already felt when i got down the bus..aun ang init s bahay ng lola nila jayson..dun kmi ng stay first..we dropped all our bags and ate lunch...tas we waited for the others to arrive then we got off to the beach..it was a tricycle away..the first beach we went to was a little far and there were very few resources there. we brought our own tent to put our bags..we swam and got jellyfishes..there were a lot!!!! they come in different sizes..some are super big and some are cute little ones.. you feel like you're holdin a jelly ace on your hands when you hold a jellyfish.hehe. after that..it was about 10pm when we went home.at the house we ate dinner then went to their other house to spend the night. it was so hot in that house..i felt like i was in a sauna all the time..some of the others drank while some stayed inside and slept na.we were like in an orphanage squeezed together..hehe..that night was steaming hot..i didn't have a good night sleep.the next morning we woke up early and went to the other house. there, we cooked breakfast and made tambay till 2 or 3 pm. we just slept and talked and cooked and prepared for the overnight stay at the beach.
at the beach we rented this table with a single light and 2 benches for 600 pesos..we had no plan of sleeping so there was just a mattress for those who wanted to sleep. so there we swam till we had our dinner.our dinner was ok..we ate in our little own plastic bags.after that we took a bath. while some had their drinking sessions again, we put up a bonfire and started roasting marshmallows and hotdogs.wow..sarap..so there, we were kinda bored coz most of the time they were talking about lotr which i like but not that avid..kring, cheryl, and i went to the videokehan.bsta many things happened but it was worth it.we got a free ice cold pop and some chips and coins for the videoke.hehe. then we went back..i had the time to talk to one of my close friends in college which was kinda relieving.basta, secret un. i slept on some kinda plastic tents .it was so cold and i can see all the stars that night. by the way it was 6 am already..hehe..i woke up at about 730 pm..it was so very very cold.kring and i got out of the tent and transferred where we first slept on. the sun was shining on us while the cold wind was still blowing. i slept for about 5-10 mins.then they said that the boat was there na.so there, we rode the boat and went to this coral reef. i was glad that it was not deep. the water was like up to my waist or something. the fishes were so cute. we were also able to eat a live sea urchin and those grape-like seaweeds.the seaweeds were fine, but the sea urchin-eww.anyway, after an hour we went back to the beach. we swam high noon! we were the only ones at the beach coz of the heavy sun rays.the tide was going high already. i decided to stop na coz i was feeling kinda cold already. after that we packed up and went to jayson's house. there we cooked again and packed all our things. at about 3 we left the house. we were on board the bus at about 3:30 pm. my fault i stayed on the back seat of the bus.second to the last that was!i couldn't sleep for the fear of turning over. it was nauseaic! if there is such a word. so there our trip ends. the thing that i wouldn't forget was that i was able to talk heart to heart to my very close friend after 2 years of misunderstandings.hay, maybe that was why i was there...