a rollercoaster mind...

it was the camp cramming season..then the camp came, post camp tours, cebu peeps came and left, what has been installed in our hearts will never be forgotten and always be remembered..time flies a little too fast..the "bf thing" issue came and left..it's the same issue, the same issue i felt that i didn't want to meddle with before the bf issue even came.



i have this "best friend" (na mejo magulo), isang magulong nilalang! haha nilaglag ba!?! anyways, mabait naman cya in fairness..this is what happened, a friend of mine told me she wanted to talk to me, e sinabi ni myk tinext daw cya non the other day and he asked if we were also texting so i said no coz we weren't..so it gave me an blurry thought of what was happening.before sunday even came, myk and i were texting already talking about it..to tell you the truth, 'they' seem not to understand, thinking that they know everything even to the point of personal stuff. kung bakit my feelings daw ba kming mag bestfriends? haller. ayoko lang patulan kaya binabalik ko lang ung mga tanong and accusations nila sakin and sa kanya.ang pangit tuloy nang dating ky myk, at least ako kilala ko na cla ng matagal e cya lately lang and then like that pa.hay. tingin tuloy ni myk masama cya at ayaw nila sa knya. e ang dating naman skin e ako ang masama at nilalayo nila ko ky myk kasi mkakasama sa kanya.hay, nag uusap lng kmi, kumakain, pag lumalabas.masama ba yun?!?
i can't get their point really, up until now the topic hasn't been brought up yet. i don't want to open up to them.but it also sometimes gets me in the middle..paminsan kc dko rin maasahan c myk, one day i'm fighting for him and the next, he doesn't seem to pop out..you know that feeling..kya i'm just taking it slowly..take it slowly man! hehe..:P